Here I am at 10:30 p.m. wondering how some of these bloggers can have so much to talk about. I am still working on my Home Management Binder. I like to think it is because I am a perfectionist at some things, really it is not. I do like things a certain way so that they will function the best, because if it is not then I will not use it. I have been knowing myself for over 30 years. I am very disorganized. I do not like lots of stuff. I can pack things just about anywhere to "hide" it away. Then I forget about it until I am looking for a place to "hide" something else. I like for things to have a place to go. Then I know where it goes when I find it out. I also know where to go to find it. This year I have been trying to get rid of things that I do not need. I figure, if I haven't even looked at it or thought about where it could possibly be in two years, then I won't miss it when it is gone. I currently have two black garbage bags, not full of garbage, sitting in my dining room simply because they need to leave and haven't made it out of the house yet. I will save the adventure of my Home Management Binder for another post and get back on point. Some people post every day. Some people only post once a week. But as I was looking for printables for my binder, I found someone who hadn't posted in months. Up until this point I thought I would never be able to keep up with the average blogger. So why even try? There are so many things on my plate each day that I really thought I would never have time. There are a lot of printables out there for bloggers. "What am I going to blog about?" "What projects am I doing that I can blog about?" I was feeling overwhelmed just looking at them. I really thought that I would have to find time to sit at the computer every day and type about something. If that is what you were looking for, you came to the wrong place. I feel like I barely have time to brush my hair some days. My life isn't as crazy as some, but something always jumps in for a surprise visit. Sometimes I just want to sit down with a cup of hot chocolate and not do anything but let my body catch up to my mind. Tonight, with one sick little girl in my bed, I am up late trying to work on my HMB like it is a school assignment that is due tomorrow. Then I think.....so what if it doesn't get done? So what if a blog doesn't get written? So what if the bank account is not reconciled? So what if I don't get any sewing done tonight? So what if I never blog again? So what? I still believe that all those things will be waiting for me tomorrow if I would go cuddle my daughter while she isn't feeling well. The world won't come to an end. People won't loose sleep over not getting to read my blog on time. I haven't finished the last quilt yet, so it's ok if I don't start another tonight. Tomorrow I will continue on my path. The path to a cleaner, more organized, God honoring house. Why? Because that is the path that He chose, I merely follow His lead.
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